well nothing much happened today...i was at home the whole day so freaking bored...no one at home plus no one to go out with...was suppose to help my uncle with a show but he never called...i guess his madam gave him hell last nite again...anyway...looks like mike is having fun...well not really fun, fun...fun...u get what i mean rite. he went to play paintball yesterday...it was a good change from him two or three days ago...he had a emotional break down and trust me i didnt help at all...thank goodness Faiz was around...he he he...was getting worried about mike for awhile...but looks like thngs are changing which is good. Thou, i know he misses hs family and friends at least he has found a way not to thinka about it too much...

oh and had a lil misunderstanding with mike last nite. i was kinda shocked and i taken back. if i was an animated cartoon, you would have seen the decrease in size and hiding at a corner. when he told me what he did when his fren made a comment similiar to wat i said i was scared. i know he wouldn't hurt me but i jus get scared when someone just gets that angry...i guess maybe i've lived in fear most of my childhood days it kinda affected my life now...thanks to my so called dad...i don know ever since he started to live with us...i get scared easily and the memories of the past keeps flashing in my head and in my dreams...and i've got no idea why...i've not told anyone about it thou...i thinking maybe its just me...and maybe after a few days everything would be back to normal again...

oh on top of all that i've got to seat for my math paper again...eerr...i didnt pass the first time...i hate math...pray tat i'll pass this one....