not stopping at Dip....wanna go further.....
Ok it has been a pretty slow day for me. Nothing much happened. Got to accompany my mom for her appointment tomorrow and get my file which I left behind in school like a month back.

I have to admit I’m jealous ofmy friends that have already graduated and are making plans to go in to SMU. Some are even planning to further their studies in MDIS. Yeah lucky for them their parents can afford it. I had been planning to get an Advance Dip in Information Technology after my Dip. And then head on to Degree. I thought I’d work first then take up evening classes. But when I checked out the courses available the fee are like a bomb for me.

Advance Diploma in Information Technology (Computer Security and Network) costs S$6.4k and that is only for full payment. It would cost more if I was to pay by installments and that would be like S$2.5k per installment for 3 installments. And for Advance Diploma in Information Technology (Digital Media) its costs S$8.8K. Forget about the installments. It’s like S$3.1k per installment for 3 installments. Where the hell am I to get that kind of money?

But I don’t want to just stop at having a Diploma (sob sob) forget about NTU my grades are no where near their minimum criteria. Looks like I have to look for an Adv Dip else where …if anyone has links to schools that have Adv Dip in Info Tech in Singapore…do drop me a tag and the url to the school. Thanks…

Ok been pretty tired this week. Last Saturday’s birthday celebration was a success. Got like 2 bottles of perfume which indicates that I stink ha ha ha ha, a makeup set, cup cakes, a butterfly pin, an MP4 that malfunctioned when I downloaded some songs, a top, a skirt and lots of cash but the best of all the presents I got was chocolate fondue. It was mouth watering. I so loved. And I so gained a few pounds that I need to loose...ha ha ha another great thing was that my aunts from my mom side that I don’t talk to came. And I thought they wouldn’t. It was nice to see the whole family together. My friends came down as well. It was fun. There’s another one this Saturday and that party is between me and my girlfriend Siti. Don’t really know how many would turn up but I know it would be as fun as the celebration at home.

Now how can I forget my girlfriend? Shalu darling….how can I forget about you. Its just that we haven’t met during the hols. Anyway hope to see you at the bbq this Saturday..oh and don’t forget the presents. You’ve got to have 2 cause there’s 2 birthday girls….he he he he. Anyway the pics of the make over are not out just yet. Once I have them I will put the nice ones up. For now, I got to sleep. My sis needs help me to look after my niece and nephew. At least I have something to do. But there’s only one problem. I have to wake up early. So I best head to bed now.

Long week
Well its been awhile since I blogged. Lets see where do I start. Well firstly I got my results back. NO SUP (supplementary) PAPER! WOOHOO! I had 2As, 2Bs, a C+ and a D+. WOOHOO! Yes I can enjoy my holidays at home. And I got my results in the A&E. my mom was admitted 4 days go. So I’ve been going back and forth. The only company I had were the nurses, my mom and my book, Sydney Sheldon of course. Almost done with it too. Other then that it has been slow. Don’t think I can get a job just yet cause my mom still not feeling that well.

While my mom’s stay at the hospital, I found out that 3 of my friends are nurses. HA HA HA cool! Somehow I feel that more and more people are becoming nurses. All the nurses there made my mom’s stay a pleasant one. They are really very friendly; it’s just the patients that tend to drive them nuts. But that’s the fun part of being a nurse; it’s the look on the patient’s face when they find out that their going home and stuff. I’m just happy that my mom is getting better and my results were good. They were better then I expected. So now I can rest easier at night. Talking about night, I’m gonna take a nap cause I did to help out with the sound system later. See ya.

Just one more year.....
Sometimes my dad really pisses me off. Had a very quiet day today. Woke up in the morning, cooked, take care of my sister’s kids then went for training and come home. But my dad just had to spoil my mood by telling me about what he thinks is good for the house. He insists on renting out the flat. Just because he refuses to pay for it just to get back on my mom. But he forgot one little thing, ME! Like I’m gonna let that happen. Worse comes to worse I’ll just quit school and get a job to “save” him the trouble of paying for the bloody house that he lives in as well. Even if we do agree on renting out the flat does he really think that it is cheaper to get a rental flat? My mom wouldn’t even be able to pay for a rental flat. She doesn’t have that kind of money. We can’t survive. Forget about my twin and me…I’m still in school. If I have a terminate job I don’t mind. Why is he so narrow minded all of a sudden. I thought he said “the only reason why I’m don’t want to sell the flat is because of the two of you” (2 of you refers to my twin and I) but don’t you think his words are a little cliché to you. I mean come on. His pay if enough to pay for the house. He doesn’t pay for the electric bill or water. And he only gives my and twin and me $500 and $50 for the other charges. This is just his way to get back on my mom. But does he realize that there are two other lives that are with my mom? Does he? Does he even realize that we are already trying our best to survive and now he wants to rent the flat. That’s like not fair. At least just wait till I get school over and done with and once I got a job then you can do whatever you want with this stupid house. But for now can’t you just hang on. I only have one more year to go. Just one year more that’s all I ask for.

CLEANING!!
Today was a pretty busy and surprising my phone was quiet too. Woke up did the laundry, waited for Zack to come over. He had job week (Scout thingy) so he helped clean up the house. He cleaned the window grills, the ceiling fan, the kitchen windows which have not been cleaned since I don’t know when and the kitchen cupboards as well. And even that my twin was not grateful. I am glad that Zack was around. Otherwise I would have been doing it alone because my twin would most likely disappear to “distribute birthday cards”.

Ok now about the birthday. I don’t expect my friends to come over, plus I don’t have that much friends to begin with. And my twin is the one planning. She didn’t discuss with me what I wanted or whatever so ever so I have not intentions of celebrating it. All she did was ask me to invite my friend that’s all. And knowing her she’s gonna cook up a fuse about it later if we were to have one of those fights. And say she planned everything, she did everything. That is what pisses me off when collaborating with her. I tried so hard not to. I mean come on, your birthday is like any other day. You’re just telling the whole that you are a year older but no wiser. But as always I’m gonna keep my mouth shut. It’s HER day anyway. Hope she’s happy. Anyway really worried about my results now. I hope I did as well as I expected. Oh well…my wrist hurts due to the fall I had a few days ago and the from all that cleaning up…so I’m gonna rest up cause I have to go to my sister’s place in the morning again. See ya…

long day.....
Its been a tiring day, went to my sister’s house in the morning. The kids were so energetic. They wore me out, man. After that I got home. My neighbor Tim and his sister Rachael called me down for Rachael’s birthday party so I did. Then I realized that another neighbor of mine had another celebration. So I went for two functions. Damn tiring but the food was good and so was the music. And imagine all of us grew up together. Rachael is a damn good dancer for her age. Oh and HAPPY 15Th BIRTHDAY GIRL. For a 15 year old, she’s good. I learnt something new today about the Indian culture. It was quiet nice. And the food…OH GOD! I was like a stuffed turkey on Christmas. They made me eat so much… its been a long day I’m gonna retire to my bed now…nite nite…

night light
Had a very slow day today. Yet to get a call to confirm if I got the job. And my results will be release on the 13th and the 14th is my buddy make over day. Woohoo, how convenient that be? Just hope the make up would cover my puffy eyes just in case I cry the whole night due to not doing as well as I expected. And I did place a very high bar for myself this year. Just hope I can reach it.

Anyway, I was busy with my project. Made my own night light, not that I need one. Just did it for the fun of it. And I was fun doing it till my stupid glue gun blew up in my face and I twisted my wrist due to a fall. Don’t worry nothing serious happened, if any of you are worried? Need to get a new glue gun. Thanks dear, for the web site. Now I can make my own lamps just using LED lights and batteries. Might be doing one for my niece and nephews. Just need to save up. It’s like $20. And the fact that I don’t have a job yet makes it a little hard to save up. But nonetheless I will make at least one for the 3 chipmunks.