long entry.....
I’ve been cursed to set for a sup-paper every main exam… *cry* yes the results are out. They’ve been out for quite a while now. All Cs and an F, guess for which module. JAVA! I hate JAVA and I’m starting to hate the teacher who teaches JAVA. It’s really stressful to do JAVA. Anyone who likes doing JAVA and has fun doing it. You are a geek to me. My GPA has dropped from 2 to 1.88. Looks like I will always be a average student. Anyway many things have happened since I last blogged. Been busy helping with my uncle with his sound system and tried playing the xbox360. That I need to get use to. It’s quite fun playing the games like “gears of war” and “dirt” but cause i don’t know how to controls it just easily turns me off. But I will try playing it again. I’ve got some photos of what have been happening. Today was alright. Was kinda tired due to the fasting month. Followed my mom to Plaza Singapore then to Little India. And I finally got to taste of porridge of a mosque which used to be my playground when I was younger. As I stepped in all the wonderful happy times I had there was so overwhelming that a tear just rolled down my face. I miss playing in front of the mosque till 6 in the evening then we would head over to my grand mother’s place which was right next to the mosque, to shower. There use to be a young gentleman who was close to me. He just loves twins and the would dress me and my twin. And ever since the mosque was redone, I never saw him again till 3 years ago. He looked the same. But since I grew up I found a little difficult to talk to me or to approach him. And too my surprise he got married and had twins of his own. Two handsome twin boys if I’m not wrong. Well…we’ll talk about that some other time for now it’s time for me to go…here are some pics for ya….enjoy



MY PLAYGROUND...


the new mosque


kids giving out porridge the old mosque




SOUND SYSTEM.....
saturday's indian wedding

me left alone again to handle the equpiments


Alvin and my uncle left me alone...

FOOD!


me trying to be a coq girl again


another wedding i was left alone to handle everything...



caught doin something else while on the job....


i was testing to see if the dice was stable...he he he...

Not use to it
Ok so I’ll be staying at my sister’s place for the next 2 days...I slept over there last night. Trust me it was fun having my nephews and niece around but…there was only one problem. SLEEP! I didn’t get much sleep. Why….well, I’m not use to sleeping at someone else’s house. Why do you think I don’t sleep over at my friend’s house or at a chalet. Ok besides my mom not allowing me. even if she did, I would sleep over cuase I cant. I didn’t sleep much when I had camps too…I would stay up and play cards or just seat and watch the clouds go by…Maybe when I was younger it was okay but now that I’ve grown up…its just hard for me. plus, my bro-in-law was around. I slept in the study with the door closed but yet I still couldn’t sleep. Even my mom is not use to sleep anywhere else but home, on her own bed. I miss my pillow and my comfy bed which I sleep on, study on, write my stories on, I cried on, I tend to eat on my bed while studying sometimes too…its so comfy for me…

Most of all I miss my mikey and mercuria…which usually end up on the floor when I wake up the next morning…hehehe…oh well, its only gonna be for 2 nights…after that, I can sleep on my own bed with no worries…for now…I’m going to sleep since my sister gave me a chance to go home. I’ll have to head over to her place again…don’t ask why…oh and my mom would be there too…maybe I’ll watch a movie on my laptop if I cant sleep…anyway I can hear my bed calling me now…so see ya…wouldn’t wanna be ya…

An epic love story of all time might come to an end. (Part I)
An epic love story of all time might come to an end.

What is this story about some might ask. Well…two people from two different worlds, met and fell in love. They were deeply in love. They would do anything for each other and would try their very best not to hurt each other. Days became months and months became years, some say they were meant for each other but others cast an evil eye on their beautiful relationship which both thought would be strong enough against the strength of time. But rain started to pour on their once all so peaceful heaven. Jaynith and Cherina love is put to move tests. Because both are from different worlds many try to tear them apart. Soon Jaynith’s and Cherina’s pillar of love and hope started to shack. Cherina’s heart fears that the next move she makes would cause her to loosing Jaynith. What is Cherina to do…she has never felt so lost and afraid. The hurt inside is just too much to bear but yet she just swallowed the pills of pain because she loves Jaynith. All she can do is pray to the higher gods to spare their love and let them live in peace together but even that was too much to ask for. Jaynith’s heart is confused as well and Cherina knows that though Jaynith tried his best to hide it. He doesn’t know what to do. Is Cherina going to be left alone once again in the arms of darkness…stay tune to find out…

Status : Healing...

Many things have happened since the last two weeks. First it was my exams and now…my heart being torn into pieces. Many words have pierced this little heart of mine. But I’m still going on strong through there were some nights where I had doubts. To make my heart at easy a little, I just tell myself it’s just a phase in life that everyone goes through for life is a roller coaster ride without seat beats. All you can do is hang on tight and pray for the best. Pray that the next step you take you wouldn’t hurt the people around you and that that step you take wouldn’t be your last either. Pray that you wouldn’t crash and burn before you reach the die end where death greets you with open arms.

I know I sound quiet emo now. Which is true…I wish I could lie and say that I’m okay and that I’m not hurt. That would mean that I’ll be lying to myself and life. Anyone who looks into my eyes can clearly see that I am. If they cant that means I’m a good actor. Well…don really have the mood to write. Don’t think I would have the mood to write for awhile but rest a sure….LadyDice is gonna be okay…