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Monday, January 19, 2009

just poems....nothing much to say
In the end, I might be messed up,
In the end, I might not get it right,
In the end, I might love you,
In the end, could we survive?

The days I spent,
So cold and alone,
The scars wont fade,
Theres things I'll take to my grave.

Your numbers still written on my hand,
But carved in my heart,
I ache, I just want you back.

In the end, I might fall,
In the end, I'll always love you.
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A world so cold you can feel it
as it touches the middle of your face
you feel fear and hurt inside
Your nothing in this place

Leaves drift from all the trees
The grass moves as the wind blows
your face feels the coldness
That nobody else knows

This place is so meaninless
I know im not okay
Im lost, hurt , cold, and in pain
i dont want to live another day
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Black shriveled rose pedals lay on the ground.
Memories of our love that can't be found.
We drifted away and fell apart,no chance again no place to start.
My heart got tangled and inbeaded with pain.
The thought of not having you drove me insane.
It hurts to know ur with someone else,and you love for her the way we once felt.
I realize now that you don't always get what you want.
My heart is intangled in one tight lost love knot.
When I hear you name my heart cries to,for the pain it has for not having you.
The wind comes along and blows the pedals away,just like our love one long lost day.
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~ { 8:57 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, January 5, 2009

i'm BACK.......
Finally I’ve got the time to update my blog. Hello people. I know suddenly it felt like I fall off the face of the earth…well, I’ve been very busy with school and projects and my part time job. Someone at home has keep my busy too. Long story I will save your eyes and time of reading what happened. Wanna know what happened feel free to ask me in person.

Anyway, MR.B WHERE ARE YOU?! Another one suddenly fell off the face of the earth. Where’s my brother bear. I miss him. Hehe hehe! Well, not as much as I miss my bear though…I missing someone else too….I know that it’s over and I should just freakin move on. But somehow I forgot how. Every time I hear about that person having fun and enjoying oneself with someone else, I get frustrated and depressed. I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because no matter how hard I try I can’t seem to get over that person. Haiz….i guess as someone once said, time heals all wounds. I hope in heals mine fast cause I can’t take the pain anymore. I just can’t….

~ { 12:32 AM }
reflections of you and me;