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Friday, March 23, 2007

i dont know what to do...have i lost...?
Why does life have to be so cruel…? If I was meant to be with mike than why the hardship. Mike is a great guy and he doesn’t deserve this hardship…he’s been through enough, having to be away from his family and frens. I really feeling popping a few pills and lay down in bed and never to wake up again. Why is it that I’m starting to be happy and these things happen? My ex boyfren called me two nites ago and he created problems for me. He said tat by the end of this year he wld ask my hand in marriage.(over my dead body he will)... My brain was tell me not to tell mike but I did. I promised him no secrets. Now Mike is beating himself up due to my ex and the fact that Mike and I are of different religions. DAMN IT! You didn’t what me to fall in love with mike…then why the hell did you make our paths cross. Why the hell did you make us meet…when u know tat we might not able to be together…Now that I’ve fallen in love with him…you want to take him away from me. NO! I will never leave mike. If I cant be with mike…I rather die…you know I’ve done it before…and I swear I will do it again if I have to…this time I will make sure that I will leave this world. Because nothing if worse more then Mike not even life itself

~ { 4:14 AM }
reflections of you and me;