a very long long talk.....
Ok so I’m back home sleeping on my own bed with my own pillow…man I miss my pillow…I know…I know I might sound like a kid…but that’s hw I am. Its hard for to sleep in someone else’s house…And what she said was true…about me suddenly changed and became a mouse when I was not like that before…maybe its due to stress in school and home and the fact that I’m not getting older and the sense for reality and finally sunk in…I guess now I’ve got to sit and think of what I really wanna do in my future. Should I sick with the police force which would be a good choice I guess cause by the time I graduate I would be 23…ya ya… I knw that’s old..i shld have started working by now. Well I’ve sent out over a dozen emails attached with my resume and I’ve got no idea why they have NOT got back to me…I mean come on…I’m on holidays now…they will only call when I start school then they will start calling me and asking me if I can start work for them…but trust me I’m trying not to work and study at the same time. I’ve done it before and my grades took the dip…I’ll try look for a job that I could do from home and ay my own time. I know if I take up telemarketing and do it from home…my mom will nag. Man I hate it when she nags…but I understand she’s not working and there’s no income for the family besides my twin and my elder sister who’s trying to find ways to help out. And another thing that my sister said was true. I push way people who wanna help…well that’s all got to change now. Now I have to pick the people that I shld push away and who not to push…its time to turn things around….well it has to start someday right…as someone once said better now then later…(I guess that’s hw the saying goes)

i've gone some more pic editing but i cant put it up cz they're pictures of my sister's family...so she warned me not to put the up on my blog...so sori maybe i'll edit the pictures i took at Raffles Place...well thats all for now...