Not my day....
Today hasn’t been my day. Woke up at around 9 with a major headache. Then my nose started to run like a tap. My head feels like someone or something is squeezing it like a sponge. Don’t have a fever which is good. I feel like throwing up. And my mom cooked Laksa today…*sob sob* but I forced myself to eat. I’ve not taken my medication cause my mom is out and my stupid twin will lets just say she likes sitting on her fat ass all day. She came from home work at 12. She saw that my nephew and niece is around and she never did anything and she had the check to tell me that she’s going to the Community Center to use the internet that cause she knows I will never lead my laptop to her again. The last time I lent it to her to do her STUDIES…she was on msn chatting with a guy. And now she went out so I’m alone with the kids. If I had taken my medication I would fall asleep and no one will look after the kids. My twin only cares for herself. She uses people then throws them away like an old rag. She doesn’t care if anyone is sick. All she wants is for her to come home sleep, eat and go out with her friends. Everysince she started work that’s all that she’s been doing and when my mom wakes her up from her sleep she would say “When I feel you people wake me up. But when Nazirah (me) sleeps you people just keep quite. You don’t care that I’m sick. Nazirah is the only one who can get sick.”

That’s the reason why even when I’m sick I try to do housework or look after my nephew and niece. So that she wouldn’t use it against me. and she will use everything is can dig up to save her ass…some sister! The only one who asked about me was my eldest sister, when she is sick as well. I guess it’s the season to be sick…