sleepless night....
Well today was pretty boring as always…the only diff is that my mom wasn’t home. It was kinda boring without my mom around. Anyway my old ITE friend came over today. She just needed help with her school work so I helped her out till like 8pm. And now I’m home with my twin, she's on my bed reading her Sidney Sheldon book. Ya ya…it was because of her I got hocked to the book. Anyway I didn’t start reading my book yet. I thought of reading it last night but was too tired. So I thought I was just get some sleep but couldn’t. I know that I was not asleep. I was just lying around waiting to fall asleep, when I started have flashes almost vision like. I saw myself dead and about to be berried but couldn’t be berried due something. I don really know what it was. Then I suddenly see myself in hell. As in hell…hell…when I got up I started crying. I couldn’t stop crying. I was feeling scared but I didn’t know what I was scared off. I couldn’t talk to anyone cause everyone was asleep so I texted a friend of mine. I guess when he read the message I sent him he called me. He tried to comfort me, saying that it might have been a bad dream and that the devils were just playing around. Maybe it was and plus it was a Friday night (malam , Jumaat). He then told me to wash my face, have a cup of hot Milo and say my prayers before I sleep again but I couldn’t sleep the whole night.(thanks Hassan) I cried myself to sleep. I guess I only had like about 2 hours of sleep before my mom called me at 9 the in the morning today. And my eyes were swelled up due to the crying. On top of that I had a massive headache it took me a few hours just to get out of bed to shower. Even now I have a headache. I don’t know if I can sleep tonight. I just hope I can cause I need to go to my sister’s place and look after my nephews and niece. They’re down with fever and my sister has got a class in the morning. I just hope I can sleep…