not in a good mood
Today was a bad day for me…went out shopping with my mom because she forced me too. After that had to go back home and study so I decided to meet up with my friend and study together and just because of that my mom got angry and called my uncle, whom later got angry with me. Just because he didn’t like my friend. There I was trying to study and there my uncle is nagging at me. After that I had to back home. Thought I could study there. But no….I had to other things rather then studies, just to make my mom happy so that she would leave me alone. When I finally got down to studying manage to cover one whole module. Thought I would take a break for awhile before I do my last revision. And my only way to relax is to talk to yours truly but he was too busy watching heroes. Remind me next time not to msg him until he msgs me. Because somehow my timings are very bad. I got so fed up that when he asked me about my day I was kinda blunt with him. I just didn’t have the mood to talk to him somehow. EEEEEERRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! So since he’s going to watch another episode I’m not going to be online. Anyway going to hit the books again…see ya….

FX Nite....and I'm not there...
Boring day, didn’t do anything much. I couldn’t go out either. And tonight is FX Nite, where everyone who loves Star Wars and who ever has got an FX come together for a little celebration. I so wanted to be there. It would have been so much fun. At least I would distress a little before my exams starts but no…I had to stay home. Damn it. Eerrr…the Star Wars people must be having a blast. Sorry I couldn’t be there guys. Well maybe it is a good thing I didn’t go cause I just realized I’ve got a paper tomorrow. Ya more tests, quizzes and exams. See why I need the break. And something is telling me that I might have hurt someone’s feelings a few days ago. And I’m sorry if I did. I mean you were sick and all..and I was complaining to you about stuff. I guess I could have thought about your feelings and that you were still not feeling well…I’m sorry…...

No one's talking to me....
Ok…wonderful I don’t even have privacy in my own room. My mom has been coming into my room and snooping around where she’s not suppose to. I guess because of what happened last night she’s not talking to me. well its better this way. At least I get some peace and quite. I just hate it when people just come into my room without my permission. Now I have to keep my dairies and stuff under lock and key. I hate it. I feel like an a prisoner of my own house. Well school was okay today though I fall asleep during my lectures. Plus yesterdays training was a killer. I kinda blacked out during my run. But nothing to worry its because I didn’t really have to eat yesterday and plus I didn’t get much sleep. So I didn’t really train much yesterday. When I got home I was so tired and my head hurt so much, I just landed on my bed and fall asleep. Don’t worry I did have a shower in school…well got to go…got to start studying my exams are just around the corner see ya….

stop driving crazy

Me a lecturer...NO!
Had the time for my life last night. It was just a magical night. No words can express the way I felt last night...*floating in cloud nine* it was like a dream come true for me. anyway today would be a long day for me. currently I’m in my lecturer theater but the lecturer hasn’t arrived after this I would have to teach…I repeat TEACH my WHOLE class about database management, which I have no clue what’s it about. Its gonna be the end for my classmates. They would most likely fail the topic that i would teaching. Cause I dont know a thing for the topic that i've to teach. SO GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!! trust me you'll need it. Then later I have a presentation. School ends at 1 today but got to hang around school because I’ve got a law tutorial at 4. I have no idea what to do or where to go for 3 hours. Ok I got to go my lecturer is here…ciao…

a new friend..
Today was just like any other day. Just that this morning had a woman’s training workshop down at the Teakwando Federation. It was fun. And I made a new friend. Su’s her name. At first when I and my friends saw her she didn’t look like she was approachable. But slowly when I got to know her, she seemed ok. Easy to talk to, fun, small yet though. And she’s a black belt. We kinda clicked. After all that training my legs are starting to hurt. But the training was fun. We were training was couched by a female national fighter. She’s good and pretty too. Anyway that’s all for today cant chat which cause I’ve got a test tomorrow morning and I need to study for it. Plus I got a long day…ciao…

BAD DAY!!!

I WANNA WATCH....*SOB SOB*
I WANNA WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERA. I envy those who are going today. I wanna watch *sob sob*. Oh well…I guess I’ll just have to settle with the dvd version. Guess what I shared baking tips with my EMath 1 teacher in the girl toilet. Ya, I know it might sound like groose. At least we were both at the stink washing out hands ok. Anyway she was the one who got the conversation going by asking if I was working at any supermarket outlet as a cashier. Haha haha…and she makes the best brownies. Way better then me…hahaha. Ms Tessa she’s a beauty. She wears the expensive kinda stuff. And she looks good in them really. Whenever she walks pass me I would greet her and compliment on her looks. And he hair, Man! It is long! Long and straight. Ok…ok…I know most of you people out there might be thinking tat I’m a les or something. Look there’s no harm in expressing ones thoughts ok.

Today’s test was a killer…haha (which test isn’t) only at the last minute I manage to get the answer for the stupid long question….EERRR!!! And then I found out that my answer was wrong..damn! oh well just hope I just marks to doing the working. Anyway that’s all for now…nite nite…don’t let the bed bugs bite.

Getting better
I so love the song on my blog now…hahaha….anyway yesterday was a record breaking, my fever went up to 39.8. but today the fever just like disappeared when I woke up this morning. i guess it was because I went to see a creepy doctor last night. I didn’t like the way he spoke and looked at me. It just gave me the creeps. The good thing is I got an MC for Monday but the bad news is when I come back to school I got a quiz which consists of 5 MCQs and a long question. I’m not really worried about the MCQ but more for the long question. Oh well…looks like I’ve got to start studying chapter 1 and 2 for all my module. Cause they are all next week. MAN, when u just got the break I needed. Anyway gotta go. Need to start studying…see ya

SICK AGAIN!!!
Training yesterday was a killer. Had to run 4 laps of the stadium. After that we had to do shuttle run 4 laps, 20 diamond push up, 20 spider push up, 40 sit ups. Man, I my knees started to shake…after all that training now I’m sick. Having the fever, dry cough, flu and sore throat and its hard to swallow anything…and when all that happens my head will start to pound…to top all that I’ve got follow my twin to watch a movie (Spiderman3 YEAH!) but I can’t enjoy it if I’m still sick. Even though I was sick I still dragged myself to school…I didn’t want to get an MC. It was a good thing I ended early today. Well…I cant write much…need to study for my stupid quizzes that are just around the corner….EERRR!!!! I wish I could take a break….

NOT A GOOD DAY.....
ok fine…school sucked today. Had a rough day today and yesterday. And yes the worried feeling is still around. Been very edgy today was well. I was pissed off which my uncle…because I told him that I would end school at around 1 or 3. But in the end school ended at 4. but because my lecturer took a long time to get the some stuffs done, class ended at 4.30 and that pissed my uncle off. And plus my mom kept on insisting on getting a stupid sewing machine today! So I had to take a bus all the way Ang Mo Kio and then wait for another 15 mins for my uncle to fetch me. EEERRR!!! So much time wasted and I could have done my assignments. But no…that’s not all I had to do. I had to help him burn his stupid karaoke songs into my laptop and pass him the copy on the spot while he fixed my main door. After which I had a lecture from him because I had to photocopy some stuffs for my assignments and he nagged because it was a last minute thing...(if u don wanna do it then fine. i can always photocpopy it myself) He’s worse then my mom. MAN!!!! And yes mike is back from his disappearing act, all thanks to the army. Due to me edgy I snapped at mike. I was trying to finish my assignments and there he’s asking me to read his story. So I told myself hell why do I take a break and read his story which strangely made me feel a little better. Oh and finally I managed to change my blog skin…WOOHOO. I so love my blog skin now. It kinda shows...me…but I lost almost everyone’s links. SO MR.B IF U’RE READING THIS…PASS ME UR BLOG LINK AGAIN..OK..SORRY... JUST USE THE TAG BOARD ON UR LEFT THANKS….

Feeling uneasy.....
Have been feeling very uneasy the past 2 days and I have no idea why. My chest has been heavy. Find it hard to breathe at times till the point of crying. Could it be my mom cause fall down the other day while bring down a heavy suitcase which was on top of my twin’s closet or is it because of my uncle who has been coughing badly. Or is it because my term tests are just around the corner or is it because of mike suddenly disappeared. Or is it just me…is paranoia getting to my head again. Eerrr….! Its driving me crazy. Can hardly eat and sleep. And today I was late for school. School started at 8 today and I was thinking that school started at 9. DAMN! But it was a good thing my lecturer gave me a second chance…..(wipes sweat from forehead) I’ve got school at 9 tomorrow…hope my friend could give me a lift. Then at least I could catch on the stuff that I missed today…I hope this worrying feeling would disappear soon…cant concentrated on my studies…but rest a sure I will try not let get the way of my studies…. :-P see ya….

its all about MONEY!!!
Every time I come home from school there can never be one day where I can do my students. For the past 2 weeks since school started I don’t understand a thing about what my lecturers are talking about and my bloody projects keep on coming. Today I thought I could take a nap for awhile before I started studying. In the end, my mom had a huge mass in my twin’s room and I know when she finds out about she would scream. My mom was bring down a heavy suitcase that was on top of my twin’s closet. She must have lost her grip and the suitcase fall. I was angry. I asked her why couldn't she just wait till one of us came back. If she asked me to do it I would have. Just because I said that she screamed and called all kinds of things. I was pissed off I just wanted to walk out. But couldn’t…due to my niece and nephew around…she was actually pissed with my niece. She was misbehaving. But that’s how kids are. I mean she’s just 2 or is she 3. How come when I ask her or anyone of them to do something they will? My mom just likes the youngest more. Just like she loved my brother more then we three sisters.

My twin is another idiot. Her clean laundry has been on the sofa for days and she didn’t even bother to pick it up and fold them. She hardly does her own laundry. She has suddenly become be madam of the house….today while I went to out print some stuff I thinking about what’s happening at home, the thought of quitting school came into my mind. WHY? The root of the problem in this house is MONEY!! That’s the only problem. My mom has stopped work due to her health. And my twin, forget about her. She’s doesn’t help at all…ok maybe once in awhile. And that’s less then $100. Now that my dad is staying with us. My mom is even more pissed. The electrical bills have gone up. My dad did contribute once. After that he didn’t and that’s just drives my mom up the wall. And she drags me along with her. She would tell me “See your father, come home lights are on, water running, then charge his phone and never help pay the bills”. What the hell does she want me to do…drive him out! If so then forget it Iwould rather leave. Then its one less person. Or I’ll quit school and get a full time job. I guess that might be better...then no one would have any more problem with MONEY! I’ve always wanted to graduate with a Diploma…at least Diploma then I would work. But looks like I might have to stop dreaming about it….well just see how things go on at home for the next few months and after the term tests. Then maybe I might have to…