johor trip (WARNING LONG ENTRY)

and MORE...

look at all the teddy bears!!

Mr. Lion from Wizard of Oz

attack of the tigers...! Is she smiling or crying....hmm...

and a new cowgirl's in town...

Howdy partner…

12:45am - head over to "Mini Kelantan" at "Kota Tinggi" which means more long bus rides with nothing but....yap you guess it...trees and roads...

SICK AGAIN!!!
Yes…I’m sick AGAIN! All thanks to the sleepless nights, staying up to do my projects. Been sick for the past 3 days or so. Head has started pounding. Got no mood to eat. Now I’ve got a fever. I’m always falling sick at the wrong time. ARGH! I really hate being sick. I need to study but due to my head pounding away, can hardly get anything into that brain of mine. I guess, I wouldn’t be going training on Tuesday. I’ll jus got on Friday. This is the last training for this month due to the exams. And after my exams I might get a job. I’m not gonna tell my mom where and how much the pay is. The last time we had a fight over money. Tell you money will make people do all kinds of things. Maybe I’d tell my elder sister. I don’t mind her knowing. Gonna be working there through out my hols. At least I wouldn’t die of boredom at home plus it’s really near by my place. I start work at 8 and end at 5 by the time I reach home it would be around 6. If I’m doing overtime then I guess 9 or something. Maybe I’d be able to give my mom some extra cash to help out with the bills. But I’m not gonna tell her a thing. Just hope my sister wouldn’t spill the beans to my mom. And I know both my twin and elder sisters read my blog. I know my elder sister wouldn’t spill when I tell her why. It’s my twin I don’t trust. She will take advantage of this. But all this is a BIG BIG IF. I just hope I do get the job. at least I got some savings.

PARTY TIME.....NOT......

slow and tiring day
Things have been slow today. My phone has been very quite last night and today. No one called nor message especially yesterday. It’s kinda a good thing due to my bill hit sky high. Helped my mom clean the kitchen and mop the living room as well. After that I started doing my reports. I liked one of the reports I did. It’s really good, well to me it is. Lets see if the lecturer has the same point of view. OH! And I got B for my Law presentation…HA HA HA…I found that it was crap. Don’t know how the lecturer can give me a B…but THANKS anyway. At least some of the late nights paid off. Got to hand in 2 reports and 2 projects tomorrow. My gut feeling says that I might fail JAVA. I really HATE JAVA. My program doesn’t work the way it’s suppose to. I just pray that the lecturer would pass me under the ‘Pity Act’ (fyi this act does not exist in any country, I think…*scratches head*…)

I’m really pissed of with my twin. She knew that I’ve got my exams coming up every soon. She saw me doing my reports. Last Saturday, she went out just a few minutes after my mom went for her religious classes. My brother-in-law called me at home asking me if I could come over and take care of my niece and nephew while he goes to the mosque and my sister has got her tuition class. If I don’t have anything to do, I would be more then happy to come down. I kinda miss the little munch kings…he he he…I tried to get my brother-in-law to call my twin who was out at a BIKE FEST, mind you! And guess what, the brat didn’t answer her phone, why you’d ask. She was afraid that I told my sister that she went out. LOOK! I don’t care who the hell you go out with or where you go out to. DON’T CARE, DON’T KNOW, DON’T WANNA KNOW! I’m not someone who would bother about people like YOU, who use people as their scapegoat. YOU REALLY NEED TO GROW UP! And please don’t try to make friends with my friends. For once, I want a life where I don’t have to share anything with YOU, even friends. AND PLEASE….GO FIND YOUR OWN IDENTITY AND STOP TRYING TO BE LIKE ME CAUSE YOU CANT. There can only be one of me.

PISSED!
Yesterday’s training was alright. Only got injured once. Got kicked on my back due to me turning my body a lil too much. But it doesn’t hurt much. Got into a fight with my dad (wonder if I shld even call him tat) anyway, something happened (not going to talk about it) a few days ago which got my shocked and really pissed. Last night I got home quite late. Later then usual cause I had a briefing for tomorrow’s frenly match against NTU. He got angry. Started to ask me so many questions which really made me pissed off. He called me at 10.30 and I just got on the bus. I told him I was on the bus on the way back, which is true. I was on the bus when he called. He’s asked me where I was from. I told him I was from school after training and his reply was “I hope you’re telling the truth…” I was like WTH…there I was dead tired and he gave me that kind of reply. I decided to ignore it and let it pass.

When I got home he lectured me asking why I was late and all. He knew that I knew the thing that happened. He knew very well I was going to talk to him about it. So he started playing his game. He made my coming home late as his weapon. Well too bad…! You did something that made me feel so disgusted. Even the guys in my class don’t take about it. And you….!!! Anyway both of us got pissed off. He was pissed off that I was shooting him down with what he did. He tried to shoot me down but too bad. I have prove that I was in school and having training. You don have to make me swear on the Quran. You know what, why don’t you get your life back on the RIGHT track before you judge me. I know I may not be that religious but I know what I’m doing. And what you did for a person, who talks about his religion and trying get me to go to the mosque and all, just makes you a totally different person. Trying to be angle in front of everyone but a devil behind. You really made your line very clear “I can be angel but I can also be the biggest devil of all” so which are you now?