Well its been awhile since I updated my blog. Lots of things have happened since my last entry. My aunt went for her haj. My two cousins got married. My projects are starting to build up. And my mom still pissed off with me. Look its not as if I want to come home late. I have a whole lot of other stuff that I have to do instead of carrying to heavy speakers and do sound checks and then the next day having to do the event in the morning. But that is the only job I can do on my own time and it’s not as if she doesn’t know where I am or who I’m with. Its not like I went out just for fun. In fact I didn’t have dinner that night. And lunch was at noon yesterday. I was so hungry but when I came home, she was pissed off and I had no mood to eat. And the reason why the sound check was late was because I had training and by the time I got to the cc was close to 11.30. When I arrived my uncle had already done the setting up. All we had left was the sound check.

After which I went home. It was 12.30pm by the time I arrived home. I told my uncle that I was going to accompany my mom to the clinic to get the thumb checked, he said ok. Usually when my mom wants to go out, she would wake me up but today she didn’t and I over slept. She woke up by and asked when I could accompany her to the hospital. The only day that I’m free or at least end early if I’m lucky would be Wednesday, Friday I could accompany her that means skip training which I don’t mind. so I told her Wednesday after 3 cause I can only leave after my labs and skip my three lectures but when she got home she was pissed off and called my sister or should I say pretended to call my sister saying that she was not going to take care of my nephews and she was sick and tired of the house. And that she thinks me and my twin are just out till late at night wift our boyfriends, having “fun”. My twin came home at 1.30 last night due to her Dinner and Dance. SHE HAD DINNER AND DANCE and she couldn’t come home early! I had training and then work and I get this shit. I really cant wait till I start real work then I’ll show my mom. For now all I can do is to shut up, mind my own business and swallow everything she says no matter how painful it is. She is pushing me to be like my brother. But for get it. It’s not going to be that easy to get rid of me. My mom can do or say anything she wants to. As long as I know what I do has a reason and she knows of what I’m doing till late at night, I’m fine with it. She can even come down for all the events and spy for all I care. Cause I’m not afraid.