problems are problems
Somehow every time when there is laughter there will always be pain and sadness near by. Sometimes problems just come up one after another and they don’t get an easier. And I thought if I could just talk to my dad after the last what happened the last time I could avoid this from happening but looks like it was unless. Last night my dad passed me a letter, it a legal letter due to my dad not paying up for something. All he did was pass it to me and told me to “read and understand” no one else knew about this letter. I managed to speak to my eldest sister about it and she’s helping me out. And the only thing is I have to keep this letter somewhere safe cause I know my mom was the spare key to my room. If she was to find that letter she would just blow everything out of proportion. And instead of things having to settle down a little it would just worse. I know how my mom feels. I mean she’s the one paying the bills and stuff. My dad only gives $100 every month and I give $100 too. But still that wouldn’t be enough. Last time I was on the verge of making up my mind to quit school and get a job at Citibank. My friend of mine has offered me a job there and he can guarantee that I can get the job. But I had to turn down the offer cause I had school and the job is office hours. I just need to finish up the last year of my bloody diploma then I can get a stable job.

Another close friend of mine is looking struggling to get a job but he can’t because he’s only got a GCE ‘N’ lever cert and NITEC which most companies don’t recognize. The minimum requirement is GCE ‘O’. And they would recognize your NITEC cert unless you have HIGHER NITEC. He has no choice but to go back to ITE and get a NITEC cert in Office Skills and then get HIGHER NITEC in Admin or Business. Living in Singapore is really tough and plus we now have to compete with the so called foreign talents…well that is a another story for another time....