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Tuesday, January 1, 2008
good bye 2007...
If there was something I learnt in 2007 was not to trust anyone full heartedly. Cause you’ll end up with a broken heart. I guess the saying once bitten twice shy failed to register in my head. After last night I’ve come to a conclusion that you can’t trust anyone not even yourself. The only one you can trust is god. I know funny that this is coming me but it’s true. God is the only one can trust. My heart was broken not once last night but twice. 2007 had been a tough year for both my family and me. Don’t know about my twin though. She seems to be quiet the happy one while everyone else had to worry about the bills and I had to worry about what my dad would do next.

To tell you the truth my dad is a nice person. So is my mom but when talks about money come into play they will fight like cats and dogs. And now I’m caught in the cross fire. I can understand that both of them are having financial problems. But don’t have fight over it like this am I right. They drive to the point of me hating the both them. And when I get frustrated at home. Anyone who makes the smallest of mistake will get it from me and plus I have a very bad habit for just keeping it inside. I just bottle up everything till I cant take it anymore, and that was what happened last night. I tried so hard not to let it show. But I couldn’t. My face couldn’t hold the masks that I’ve put on to make people happy. I just can’t. I thought going out last night with my best buddy would make things a little better. You know, clear my head and all before the new year. But that didn’t happen. Just before I left my twin had to kick up a bloody fuse and so did my mom. But I still went. When I was out I found out that my trust on someone had been broken. I was pissed off. I just kept it inside and just kept quite. I sat there thinking about what happened in 2007 and what might happen in 2008 and I lost the mood to celebrate. My heart sank, for I knew 2008 wouldn’t be any easier. I just have to prepare myself for more heart breaks and worries…I would advise everyone else to do the same…

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

~ { 8:17 PM }
reflections of you and me;