the truth hurts...
Had a pretty long, tiring and depressing day today. Was cleaning up my room and the living room today. My room had been in a mess for weeks and I just had to get it cleaned up. When I woke up things were kinda okay. Got started on my room then my mom just had to call. She was bugging me to follow her to the CPF board but I still had lot to finish. So got into a little fight with and I gave up and gave in to her. But due to having the ironing and the laundry to do. By the time I finished it was 5 in the afternoon. My mom then had another plan to go the supermarket to get some stuff so I thought since I took so long with the ironing and laundry; I'd better just follow her to stop her from my day worse. After that I had to top my card otherwise I wouldn’t be able to take the bus tomorrow to my sister’s place. Went to the bus interchange with my girl friend Siti. She planned to have dinner. But I really wasn’t in the mood to eat. She noticed that I was different. But I told her that I was just tired. And that was a lie. And it didn’t make me feel any better. So in the end my girlfriend and me didn’t have dinner. The poor girl went to home hungry. She wanted to have dinner with me but I didn’t have the appetite. I promise Siti, I’ll make up for it. Maybe we’ll catch a movie ok. I’m so sorry.

You know, when people say the truth hurts. Which way is suppose to hurt? Is it the people whom you were honest to suppose to feel the hurt or you, the one who spoke the truth? Or does it work both ways? I told you the honest truth and you think its lame. I have nothing to say…if you are angry and don’t wanna talk to me then do so. Maybe I deserve it….maybe I don’t. I don’t know I leave it up to you…I really really don know what to say…only I’m sorry.

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!
Finally, exams are OVER and now I’ve to look for a job. Went for an interview today. Hope that I would get the job. Otherwise I would be dead bored at home. Anyway after the interview went to have lunch at this really cool place at Bugis Street. The food there is really good. It’s a restaurant but the food is cheap and delicious. The lunch set meal is S$9.80.

Lunch set: Soup of the day
Garlic Bread
Meal Dish
Drink
Desert.

All that just under S$10. I’m so gonna bring my family there. My niece and nephews would like it. The rest of day went pretty slow…gotta stay home tomorrow to clean up my room and the house. My room is a huge mess thanks to the exams. My books are all over the place. Anyway gotta go…need to sleep early tonight. Got to have an early start tomorrow.

NO MOOD
Went to school to study with Yanling today. Everything was fine. After studying, went for a late lunch and early dinner. Everything was fine but my knee. It hurt like mad. I must have strained it on last Sunday’s event. Even with the knee guard it kinda hurt. I couldn’t concentrate on the conversation I had due to the pain. But I tried my best to pay as much attention as I could. After the meal I had to meet my boss cum uncle at lavender so I decided to take the train. I wasn’t paying attention to my surrounding. It was bad enough that my humor was taken away by the pain in my knee. Someone made a very hurtful remark while we were walking to the train station. He was making fun of a cyclist that passed us. I didn’t realize that there was one till he told me. And he made a very hurtful remark. Maybe to him, he didn’t see it as hurtful or that I wasn'y myself. But the reason why it was hurtful was that he couldn’t see that I was in pain. I didn’t laugh as much to him jokes. I wasn’t smiling. My replies to his questions were like as if i didnt want to answer or I mad something on my mind. My frens wld have noticed the difference. Ok maybe I’m over reacting. Maybe he had a good intention to make me laugh. But I mean come on, did you really have to make that remark…or maybe once again I’m over reacting…..

NO MORE PROJECTS!!!!
Finally projects ARE DONE! WOOHOO! And the only thing I have to worry about are my papers. I kinda started studying on one of the modules. But I still have a whole lot more to cover. Thank god I know have 2 papers this semester.

Ever since I finished by projects, I’ve been in the mood of watch movies and I have. Haha haha…I watched JUMPER! It’s a really cool movie to watch. Man if only I could be a jumper, it would be so much fun. The only difference about me as a jumper would be…instead of jumping in a bank and stealing all the cash. I would just work hard for my money. But come on, wouldn’t it be cool to be able to jump from country to country. To see the world. Being able to be with get out of the bloody long traffic jams. Oh well, one can only dream about it. And even though I’m gonna have my holidays soon, I have a gut feeling that I’ll be heading back to school to study with my classmates. I cant really study by myself. Neither can I study in a quite room. As long there is a radio and food and good company then I’m fine. Talking about studying…I have to hit my books again. Catch you guys around….oh and mr.B thanks for the reply for the mr joker dude…miss ya write to me soon ok….we have to so catch up on life….

BACK TO SCHOOL....
Ok long week end is over…*sob sob* back to school and to the stress of my stupid projects. It’s really braining my brain dry. The past few days I’ve been a tad under the weather. May its due to the lack of sleep and stress from school. Bad news was I had a presentation today so we have rush our report and project. BUT the GOOD news was my lecturer called in SICK! WOOHOO! No presentation. No presentation means more time to work on the minor problems, which would then me, one project down and 2 to go. And I got 2 papers I have to study for. Oh well, I’d rather suffer now then suffer later.

Oh and I hope I get the job that I applied for. Other wise I’m gonna be damn bored for 2 months. I ain’t gonna just sleep and eat everyday for 2 months. And plus, if I do get the job I thought maybe I would give like 200 or so to my mom, get a Nikon D80 and the others I save to pay my school fees. And plus if the job is good maybe I would work there as a permanent staff when school is over. If I’m not wrong it would take abt 3 mths before I can get my certificate. Anyway…that’s all for now, I need to sleep both Aisya and I stayed up to rush our report. I slept at 1 and had to wake up at 5.45. So one can imagine how tired and stressful we are… nite nite…

finally LONG HOLIDAY.....
Finally the long holidays are here. Its what I really need now. Its been a pretty rough week for both my teammate, Aisya and me. Just last night my thumb drive crashed on us. And 2 of our projects that need to be presented on Monday were in it. I almost cried, when my PC couldn’t detect it. I knew that something was wrong. But thank god we had a not so undated one in 2 of the PCs that we were working on before. But last night we stayed back till the lab technician virtual drove us out of the lab. By that time what are had was what we had in the thumb drive. We went back to school today just to try finish up as much as we could. Though there are some minor problems with our project, we managed to finish it. And we even have a special feature but it one of which that has a problem. But hey at least we tried to do. Anyway we still have Monday to solve the minor problems before our presentation. And since we were in a happy mood and I have a craving Ramen Ten. YanLing, Kee Suan, Aisya and I decided to have Ramen Ten for lunch. And for those of you who don’t know what Ramen Ten is, it’s a Japanese Restaurant. And their dishes are spicy but we liked it. Okay and was quiet expensive but hey once in awhile wouldn’t harm. And its not like my frens and I get to seat down and eat, laugh and take photos together. It was fun.

Now, what do I have planned for my holidays? Will, I planned to just stay home to study cause I have two major papers in two weeks. But my elder sis had planned a picnic and going on a picnic I will not miss that for anything. And my cousins had invited my family for her birthday. So I thought maybe I’ll skip the birthday thingy and just stay home and study. I really want to study and plus the papers are back to back. I have to study for two papers at the same time.