the truth hurts...
Had a pretty long, tiring and depressing day today. Was cleaning up my room and the living room today. My room had been in a mess for weeks and I just had to get it cleaned up. When I woke up things were kinda okay. Got started on my room then my mom just had to call. She was bugging me to follow her to the CPF board but I still had lot to finish. So got into a little fight with and I gave up and gave in to her. But due to having the ironing and the laundry to do. By the time I finished it was 5 in the afternoon. My mom then had another plan to go the supermarket to get some stuff so I thought since I took so long with the ironing and laundry; I'd better just follow her to stop her from my day worse. After that I had to top my card otherwise I wouldn’t be able to take the bus tomorrow to my sister’s place. Went to the bus interchange with my girl friend Siti. She planned to have dinner. But I really wasn’t in the mood to eat. She noticed that I was different. But I told her that I was just tired. And that was a lie. And it didn’t make me feel any better. So in the end my girlfriend and me didn’t have dinner. The poor girl went to home hungry. She wanted to have dinner with me but I didn’t have the appetite. I promise Siti, I’ll make up for it. Maybe we’ll catch a movie ok. I’m so sorry.

You know, when people say the truth hurts. Which way is suppose to hurt? Is it the people whom you were honest to suppose to feel the hurt or you, the one who spoke the truth? Or does it work both ways? I told you the honest truth and you think its lame. I have nothing to say…if you are angry and don’t wanna talk to me then do so. Maybe I deserve it….maybe I don’t. I don’t know I leave it up to you…I really really don know what to say…only I’m sorry.