Just one more year.....
Sometimes my dad really pisses me off. Had a very quiet day today. Woke up in the morning, cooked, take care of my sister’s kids then went for training and come home. But my dad just had to spoil my mood by telling me about what he thinks is good for the house. He insists on renting out the flat. Just because he refuses to pay for it just to get back on my mom. But he forgot one little thing, ME! Like I’m gonna let that happen. Worse comes to worse I’ll just quit school and get a job to “save” him the trouble of paying for the bloody house that he lives in as well. Even if we do agree on renting out the flat does he really think that it is cheaper to get a rental flat? My mom wouldn’t even be able to pay for a rental flat. She doesn’t have that kind of money. We can’t survive. Forget about my twin and me…I’m still in school. If I have a terminate job I don’t mind. Why is he so narrow minded all of a sudden. I thought he said “the only reason why I’m don’t want to sell the flat is because of the two of you” (2 of you refers to my twin and I) but don’t you think his words are a little cliché to you. I mean come on. His pay if enough to pay for the house. He doesn’t pay for the electric bill or water. And he only gives my and twin and me $500 and $50 for the other charges. This is just his way to get back on my mom. But does he realize that there are two other lives that are with my mom? Does he? Does he even realize that we are already trying our best to survive and now he wants to rent the flat. That’s like not fair. At least just wait till I get school over and done with and once I got a job then you can do whatever you want with this stupid house. But for now can’t you just hang on. I only have one more year to go. Just one year more that’s all I ask for.