ok before i start my entry...got a feeling there is something wron with bloggers time and date cause my entries are one behind the actually date of publish. So if it says Monday that means the entry was publised Tuesday and forget about the time.

So once again I’m on the verge of just hitting my twin! But I’m holding back again. Who the hell does she think she is? All she cares about is herself. This morning my mom and her went for a little fieldtrip organized by Bishan RC zone 5. It’s a Saturday, my sleep day. A day I wanna stay home. Why can’t they leave alone? When I go out to watch a movie with my friend, she screams at me. When I wanna stay home she screams. Do I really have to stay under her nose everyday of my entire life? And everything I do is wrong. So what if I don’t wanna go. Is that so wrong? And last night my dad gave $100 as usual but he had an overdue bill which was $105. I came home late and tired due to training. When I got home my dad asked me for the bills which got me thinking. Why did he ask me for the bills when my bloody twin was at home. What, is he trying to tell me something?

Anyway I showed him the bills. He asked for the Power Supply bills. I knew that my mom paid for them already. He asked if it was paid for so I said yes. Knowing my mom she would tell me to say NO. What am I suppose to lie when the prove is there. So in replied he said since the Power Supply bills have been pain for, $100 he gave to my twin would be for the overdue bill of $105. So that case was closed. My mom over heard the conversation last night. She just couldn’t wait till the next morning. So when I told her I’ll tell her tomorrow. She got pissed off. I mean come one, I’m dead tired and a very long bad day in school and she wants to drive me up the wall about money. When I come home, that would be only think she talks about money, money, money and BILLS. She doesn’t like it when I ask her for my cash but its ok for her to talk to me about the cash and the bills when I come home from school. Mind you I just step into the house and she starts talking. And the best part she’s got my uncle on her side. Now she complains to my uncle everything. Even things that she doesn’t know the root of. Tell me how can one just stay quiet I have started silent long enough. She can drive any sane to the break of insanity. And I’m one of them. My older sister and brother are so called ‘safe’ from her so is my twin. I’m left to face 2 people. My uncle and her. And when my mom had managed to tell my uncle a story that’s been twisted and turned by her, he will be running after me. I’m really getting sick of this life while my bloody twin is having fun. I’m not done renting out my angry but I’ll save ur guy the agony of reading a long entry.