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Monday, July 14, 2008

feeling like the oracle twins from The American Dragon
Received a piece of bad news last night. My best friend, Jason’s father just passed away yesterday morning. I was shocked to read his message. I thought it was some kind of prank. Hey, I do get pranks like this ok. I feel bad for him. He messaged me last night but I could say anything or do anything to make him feel better. Felt bad…so 2 of my friends and I are going to visit him even though I hate funerals.

Since, I received Jason’s message last night while I was on the way home with my uncle, like always my uncle started talking about death even he knows I hate talking or listening about it. Ok fine, I know that people have to go some day but I just don’t want to think about it. It’s the same thing as you not wanting to know that you’ll eventually will lose someone close to you. And lately, I have nightmares about the people around me. And for the first time ever, one was about my dearest eldest sister. I woke up crying. Thinking why I’ve been having these dreams. Before it use to my friends and suddenly the dreams have become closer to home. I know some of you would say, it’s just a dream and it’s nothing. The Malays have this saying that if you dream about something between midnight to 3 in the morning, there could be a possibility that the dream would come true. And if I’m not wrong the Chinese have a saying if you have a bad dream you should tell it to someone so that it would come true. Most of mightmares have been about people around me dying. Suddenly I feel like the oracle twins from The American Dragon, where one would only predict the negative side of your life and the other the positive side……

~ { 7:25 PM }
reflections of you and me;