I used to fly all over the world
Chirping along with my flock
Flying round and round and round
But now I am all alone caged here
Missing my friends and family
Above all, my freedom.
My feelings! The selfishmen never care
Chained me, wore me and tore me
My body, mind and soul their slaves.
A helpless tiny bird in hostel
What can she look forward to?
Will ever freedom come my way!
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Run your hands through my hair
Gently touch my face
Smother me with kisses
Hold me if you dare
Gaze forever into my eyes
Cup my cheek in your hand
Trace my lips with your fingertip
Be my only desire

Hold my heart in your hands
Guard it with your life
Please don't break it
You know I can't take it
Please don't let it fall
You are my only desire
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I’m missing you right now
Oh baby I do
I really wished you knew how much
I want to be with you
You make me feel so fine
And special all the time
Your hands are soft and gentle

Oh baby please be mine
I’ll treat you oh so right
I’ll hold you through the storm
And smother you with kisses
My heart will make you warm
I’m missing you right now
Each minute of the day
And pray that someday we’ll be close
Together we will stay
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I official start work on the 24th of August. WWEEEEE!!!!! I’m both nervous and scared; because it’s my first time every working for people other than my uncle. And it’s like under Human Resource. Can’t wait to start. Hafiz doesn’t know about it yet. Gonna tell him today. I want it to be a surprise. Damn I hope he doesn’t read this. Otherwise y plans would go down the drain. I prefer to tell people close to me about this kind of good news. But I’m not telling my mom, yet. She will know but later. She’s gonna be asking me all sorts of question and I very “malas” lazy to answer her, especially when comes the question about my pay. My pay is not much but it’s enough for me to support my family and cover my expenses and save up for my future.

I’ve already gone shopping for my new cloths and make up. For the very first time I spent $60 on make up. Hehe… I’ve only got to get a pair of shoes and send my 3 pants for tailoring. I brought this nice purple top to match with my black skirt. That’s the first time I bought anything purple what more wear purple. But it’s a good change and I kinda feel I look good in purple. Hehe…I’m so excited to see my darling’s reaction when he sees me wearing purple. And the best part life has taken a good turn for me. I’m a little more happier than before…but fear will always linger. I have fear for a lot of things. Those who know me very well would know what kind of fears I have. Anyway, I got to end here to go to get ready for school and prepare dinner. See ya.