Sometimes being me sucks...sometimes I feel like just ending everything I have. Everyone thinks they know what's best for me. BUT THEY DON'T! I have lost everything i have worked so hard for. I am alone again. Alone in a cold and unfair world.
Torn between my mom and someone i love dearly. If I have to choose between the two I will choose either. I would rather they live happy lives without the trouble i would cause if i am around them. I have hurt too many people in my life. I will not hurt anyone anymore. This will end here, don't you think? I have fought too many wars and I am tired both emotionally, mentally and psychically. I am faced to choose between the two. I will choose neither. I have made up my mind. without me around things will be better. People will be happier. I will just live life they way it was meant to be. If it means leaving everyone behind than be it. If that would make things better....
